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Saturday, February 15, 2014

YAY BIRTHDAY! This was a birthday photo a few years ago...when 1) i still had chubby cheeks 2) i wore black like everyday (kind of) 3) the table cloth was yellow on green 4) we were still a quartet rather than a trio.

In any case, its approaching the end of my birthday week! Happy birthday to myself and im amazed i lasted till this day. To many people, birthday is literally a day. Personally, i give myself a week XD not because im birthday kind of person but rather its impossible to actually sink the fact that im a year older and blah blah blah. Self-realisation, in simplistic terms,that is. And to my dad, its actually a birthday month! Cant blame him, most dad see their daughters in one way or another. Think about it. So anyway, its one of the worst birthday week i ever ever ever had. DO NOT MISUNDERSTAND ME. Im certainly - and definitely -not the party party big celebration kind. Its even okay if it passes peacefully. Its bad, sucks and all because there WERE actually EVENTS/APPT/THINGS TO DO (that i may/may not know initially) but they all screwed up. Like if there was nothing in the first place i wouldnt have bothered. But the thing is, there were stuff but they all just didnt materialise last minute.
For instance, my dad was called overseas + my bro cramp driving school lessons so i didnt get to spend time with my family. And then i had to go back to hwach to see cheong cause it was his last week of school at hwach so no choice i cancelled on one group of friends. And then on wed evening, a few of my friends cancelled on me for some reason i cannot rmb. And on thurs, i was supposed to meet my temp staff colleagues for dinner and they planned to celebrate my bday but my aunt was in critical stage on thurs so plans gone. On friday, i was waiting all week to go fish spa w ele but the orthodontist JUST HAD to call me to go down on that day to do post-op treatment. Because i will be back to work and i dont have much time to see them, i had no choice to cancel on yuhan. Felt really horrid cause i was looking forward to doing sth relaxing or try sth new. NOW DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL? like all the plans went haywire. cancel/delay/not free/no flexibility/not ideal day/all the crap. WHATEVER. was given MC the whole week but nth good really came out of it? not only did i have my plans gone haywire, i had to attend to another 101million things and wake up everyday about 7-9.30am. So NOT ready to get back to work. super worried about work, dk how my patients are faring. Asked the KJ to help me clear email but he didnt reply me???!!!

urgh but since i have to be thankful for things in life. i SHALL try to be.
1) im glad the tricky wisdom teeth operation was smooth. Removed the wisdom teeth on lower and upper right jaw. took about 6 stitches in total. Risk involved was due to peculiar positioning of the teeth that was connected to ENT nerve ( lower) and the other was too near the relatively large nasal cavity (upper). Quite a lot of bleeding, thankful to have gone under knife by dr chew. If you have poor pain tolerance, I recommend you to let it rot first. Then when extraction is needed, take GA and have a good sleep... HAHA kidding. People,'having problems with your teeth? Quickly get them checked!!!

2) had nice ramen lunch w josh! i had the miso base. Super thick and creamy broth. Taste more unique than Ajisen but ajisen more generous in portion. Depends on what you're going for i gues, taste or price. The gyoza is definitely better than ajisen haha. We had a lunch updating each other about our lives and talking about weird things too o.O

3) One bday celeb that went kinda okay was with cousins & Rei Rei. Although R blew out my candles and stole my wish haha. brought her to watch The Lego Movie which is so hilarious. Childish but good. Relieve childhood :)

4) meeting happy people in hwach. It's hard to stay/be happy in hwach, really. From the moment you enter, the mad rat race starts. Funny how we trap rats in experiments when we are caught in their race for life.

BTW, my aunt passed away on thurs. Cause we're representing my dad and we're immediate family, there's lots of stuff to do. sorry if im kinda slow replying texts or remembering stuff or talking incoherently. Needed a brake so desperately, but it didnt seem like it at all._.

-H.

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