Right here in Dublin, it's been rather tough and overwhelming with the school load and mnight dance oraxts almost everyday. Worst part is this sem I don't have any background knowledge for any mod so it's really tough and the practs and CALs are tedious. I still rmb the pig heart we "dissected" in sec sch and I was so freaking excited flushing water down the vena cava and then inserting my finger into superior VC and seeing it from inferior VC and Jo said I was crazy. Human heart is same same but different from the pig heart. It's so tough just to find one great vessel, everything is clumped together! And I kept mixing up the anterior and lateral views ... Damien and I had a damn tough time explaining our poor orientation to prof. Thank goodness for John who saved our skins. 

Back to my point, so I forgot my birthday. Until Nicole and I were staring into blank space after the canteen uncle switched off the lights then she said " we have blood test do you want to change date?" And I was like "huh? For what? I want to faster get over done with the annoying bloody blood test" and she said "it's your birthday on 9 February Monday". 

So busy I totally forgot. It reminded me of last year's birthday I was so busy in and out of the hospitals because of relatives and I was also working full time in the hospital... It was hospital 7 days a week.i think forgotten birthdays really suck. If you totally forgot your birthday and don't remember it until much later it's like whatever. The worst part is to go through the day consciously knowing that it is loaded with crap. It's a once in a year day and I think everyone should be entitied to happiness on that day. It doesn't have to be celebrations gifts or whatever but it is just a day for one to be happy. 

Mnight is on 6 feb so I suppose I will be so busy until then and most likely will forget my birthday. I will be so tired over the weekends and probably to that Monday too. Plus there's post-mnight events over the weekends:/ And there's 2 cannot Pon lectures and blood test._.

Well, if I do rmb, I entitle myself to imaginary baby breaths and imaginary balloons 😊 #thinkpositive